|Text: John 20:24-29
One of the twelve disciples, Thomas (called the Twin), was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, "We have seen the Lord!"
Thomas said to them, "Unless I see the scars of the nails in his hands and put my finger on those scars and my hand in his side, I will not believe."
A week later the disciples were together again indoors, and Thomas was with them. The doors were locked, but Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you." Then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here, and look at my hands; then reach out your hand and put it in my side. Stop your doubting, and believe!" Thomas answered him, "My Lord and my God!" Jesus said to him, "Do you believe because you see me? How happy are those who believe without seeing me!"
Put yourself in the shoes of Thomas for a minute. After someone whom you have loved dearly has died, you may have been there when this happened, and then some other friends come to you and say, "You know so and so who died yesterday, well we have seen him. He is alive. Dead yesterday, but alive today. Isnít that exciting?" If someone said that to you, how would you react? Would you join them in their excitement or perhaps say, "Thatís nice", but think that the person has become a bit delusional, perhaps the result of the stress that comes with grief.
The Gospel writer John recalls the time when the disciples were hiding out of fear Ė they thought that what had happened to Jesus might also happen to them. They were together in a room with the door locked. Somehow, Jesus passed through the locked door, and appeared to them in the flesh. The disciples told Thomas (who wasnít there on that first occasion) how seeing the wounds in his hands and in his side convinced them that this was the real Jesus and not just a ghost or a vision. Excitedly they told Thomas that there was no doubt about it Ė the crucified, dead and buried Jesus is alive.
But Thomas canít believe what he was being told. Considering that there was no doubt that Jesus was dead, it was hard for him to suddenly believe that Jesus was now alive. This defies all human reason. It isnít logical Ė when youíre dead, you stay dead.
Thomas doesnít want wishful thinking; he
doesnít want to believe something that will turn out to be just the
imagination of some over-stressed friends. Grief can do some strange things to
peopleís minds and so Thomas is adamant, "Unless I see the scars of
the nails in his hands and put my finger on those scars and my hand in his side,
I will not believe".
"I want to believe what you guys have seen, but I need proof. I wonít believe itís true until I see the scars in his hands and his side for myself."
Letís give credit where credit is due. Thomas doesnít dismiss the possibility that the disciples had seen Jesus. He could have said, "Youíre all mad. I donít want to hear another word of this nonsense." Thomas wants to be convinced. He wants proof that what the disciples had witnessed was true and real and not just some trick.
Letís think about this for a moment. There
are times when our faith in God is strengthened and we become convinced more
than ever before of God's presence because we have seen the hand of God at work
in our lives.
Perhaps you have had a prayer answered in an amazing way.
Or you have experienced a healing Ė someone has had a wonderful recovery from a serious illness that could have taken their life or left them with a serious disability.
A family member whom you have encouraged in their Christian faith suddenly opens their heart to the saving news of the gospel and become involved in the church.
Some of you have had amazing experiences of the closeness of God at a time when you were feeling lonely, or sick, or grieving.
At times like this, we are convinced that God is real and that his love and care for us could never be doubted. We have experienced his love and power close at hand.
But there are also times when our experiences
cause us to wonder, even doubt, whether God knows us at all.
We struggle to find the love of God when a child, who is just starting out in life, meets a tragic death.
Someone who is loved and very much needed in a family is struck down with a terrible disease.
We lose our jobs; we are broke; our marriage breaks up, a child causes us terrible stress. How many people have prayed for healing but nothing happens.
Thomas had experienced Jesus crucifixion,
death and burial; he had become confused about who Jesus was.
Like any of us in the face of a senseless tragedy (as Jesusí death was) Thomasí experience of the closeness of God was at an all time low.
Like any of us, most likely he too was asking where was God when all this was happening. Even when the disciples told him the Jesus had risen from the dead, he still would not believe until he had experienced this for himself.
Can you see that there is a bit of Thomas in all of us? The strength or weakness of our faith often depends on our experiences, - on the evidence which convinces us that God is real and that he loves us, or on the other hand, our experience tells us that God is distant and doesnít care. We like to have positive experiences of God in our lives. We like it when our faith is bolstered by the clear evidence of the power of God at work in our lives. Thomas needed to experience it, to see with his own eyes the scars of the nails and feel the wound in Jesusí side.
I believe thatís the way God made us to be
Ė practical, down-to-earth people who rely on the experiences of this life.
God has given us feelings and emotions and these feelings and emotions often
determine how we experience the presence or absence of God in our lives.
We have learnt at Sunday School, confirmation classes and Bible studies all the facts about Jesusí life, death, and resurrection.
Maybe you have learnt Bible verses off by heart, and can quickly find the promises of God in the scriptures Ė this is the foundation of our faith. This kind head knowledge is good but if it doesnít have an impact on our daily lives, then of what use is it? And so itís good to experience a prayer that has been answered in the way we had prayed. Itís good to be certain of the presence and power of God at work when we are recovering from sickness, or getting over a tragedy. God gives us these experiences to show us that he does what he promises.
When Jesus appeared to the other disciples when Thomas wasnít present, Jesus could have taken the attitude, "Well, Thomas, you have the word of the disciples that should be enough." But Jesus isnít like that. He doesnít even ridicule Thomas for wanting to experience first hand the resurrected Jesus. He invites Thomas, "Put your finger here, and look at my hands; then reach out your hand and put it in my side. Stop your doubting, and believe!" He goes out of his way for this one man and lets him experience the resurrection first hand. Jesus provides this experience to reassure the troubled and doubting Thomas that the disciples were speaking the truth. Thomas believes and exclaims, "My Lord and my God!"
This incident tells us clearly that seeing, touching, experiencing God in dramatic ways strengthens our faith, confirms our understanding of God, reassures us of the power and love of God but is not the basis of our faith. If our faith in God rested only on our experiences then our faith would yoyo up and down every day, depending on whether our experiences were good or bad. If we depended on our experiences of God to prove his love for us, then what would we do when the only evidence we see is sadness, tragedy and death.
You see, there comes a time when we have faith in God in spite of the circumstances we are experiencing. Even when there is no immediate proof from your experience that God is powerful and that he loves, you continue to trust in him. We believe even though we canít see it. Faith keeps on trusting in spite of the fact that we can no longer see God's hand at work.
In spite of the being jailed and his life
threatened, Paul continued to trust God.
In spite of being imprisoned in 1943 for his political and Christian opposition to the Nazi regime, Dietrich Bonhoeffer continued to trust God. He became pastor to fellow prisoners, spoke about God's love and prayed with them.
Mother Teresa continued to help the poor and dying of Calcutta. All she saw, day in and day out, was human misery. She never lost sight of the loving God.
A mother continues to trust God even though her two small children were killed in a car accident.
A man continues to pray to God even though his body is filled with disease and daily struggles with pain. He says, "God knows what he is doing".
There comes a time when we believe even though thereís no immediate, obvious evidence that God is near by. We believe even though we canít see. Thatís what Jesus was getting at when he said, "How happy are those who believe without seeing me!" Faith in the New Testament is just this Ė trusting and relying on God even when our experience of God barely exists. This where Thomas came unstuck. He should have believed that Jesus would rise again because Jesus had said he would. In fact, all the disciples should have believed this in spite of what they had experienced. Faith has to do with relying on a promise, trusting a word, holding on to what we know about God and believing that, regardless of what happens.
Faith believes that God is true to his word. He never deserts us. His love always burns strongly for us. Even when the circumstances in our life might tempt us to think otherwise, faith holds on to believing that God knows what he is doing.
Jesus came to Thomas with understanding and compassion. He helped Thomas in his faith, just as he helps us when we begin to wonder about God's genuineness. He has given us the Holy Spirit to help us when our faith wavers. He helps us trust God's promises even though our experience tells us otherwise.
From time to time, we are actually allowed to see his touch and feel his presence; other times we rely on our experience of God from the past. Thatís okay but there will also be times when we rely solely on God's Word of promise. He said that he would always be our helper and strength, and we need to simply rely on the promise. Jesus says to us as he said to Thomas, "Do you believe because you see me? How happy are those who believe without seeing me!"
© Pastor Vince Gerhardy
7th April, 2002